HaTiku Ini....

hmmm...skrang nie musim ujan..syik ujan jer kat luar 2...agak t'gugat gak iman aku time study..huhuh..but that's not the point...the point this...my heart...naluri kewanitaanku b'goncang lagi...

Tuhan tolongla hambamu ini...sesungguhnya..aku keliru..mengapa sebegini perasaanku...mengapa ketika ini???mengapa???..tiada siapa yg tahu...hanya yg maha esa jer yg mengetahiunya segala2nya...

Dulu aku mmg t'lalu menyayanginya...t'sgt2 syg hingga tiada bandingannya..ttp..apakn daya..t'pts ditgh jln..pns x slalunya terik..akan hujan juga akhirnya...atas keslhan aku juga...t'buru2 m'buat kptsn wlpn die cuba menahan..dan aku cube trime...yg aku t'pakse meninggalknnya..melupakannya...

setahun da b'lalu...wlpn still syg padanya..but..aku x amk pot pn psai 2..aku hiraukn sj perasaan 2..bgku..syg ku ini x lbh dr syg seorg kwn baik pdanya..nk lgi tau die sudah punya penganti diriku..dan aku gmbira..penganti itu lbh baik drku...

ttp tatkala melihat kebahagiannya..hatiku menangis..lemah sggh driku..x sekuat dlu..knapela driku sebegini...aku memerlukan kekuatan...sokongan...semangat...tuhan..berikn lah sinar dlm diriku...berikanlah kekuatan padaku...untuk m'harungi badai yg melanda ini...aku x mampu tuk melihat pe yg akan b'laku..hanya mampu b'doa dan b'serah padamu...

HuRt...

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try to turn back time

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself... by hurting you